The Shudder

I wondered what happened to the earthquake and the pendulum I saw (see archives). So I lay on my bed to have a look. It was all blank for a minute or so, then I went into an intense shuddering, left–right very fast, and up and down as well, four directions— I didn’t see anything just the violent shuddering.

Then I felt myself traveling though the earth about twenty feet below the surface. I was going back and forth under Union Square in SF, weird.

Strangely, I have had one form or more of the shudder on three different occasions, over the last ten years. I have to presume the shuddering is linked to the earthquakes as they only happen when I am thinking about them, or when I see visions of the earthquakes, but in truth I don’t know how it is linked if at all.

When I was moving under Union Square I heard the word “Contained.” I felt the earthquake might have been held back. There is so much we don’t understand, I always feel like a small child agog with awe and helpless with not knowing, at the same time.

Is there a chapter heading on this spiritual journey called, “Awesome not Knowing?” I think I know it well. (sw)

PS A small earthquake hit the San Francisco area yesterday, causing a sharp jolt but not enough to topple the joint.

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